I've been feeling a bit blah the last couple of days... I have a ton to do and am not feeling very motivated to do it. Mornings have kind of sucked wind, devotionally that is.
I did actually do something I have never done before today, though... I went running this morning. I've been working out for more than a year now, but man, if it's not on a machine that does at least 50% of the work for me, I want nothing of it :)
Anyway, I was up at 4:30am... reading jive, helping out Andrew, trying to get motivated to... not sure what.
Most likely this comes from the fact that tomorrow is my 36th birthday. Why would this one put me in a more existential-angsty mood than, say, 34 or 35? Maybe because It represents the LONG SLOW SLIDE DOWN TO THE GRAVE?!?!
Nah...
Anyway, I'm getting older (not old... just older). And by the way, we're due to have our second child this coming May.
I did actually do something I have never done before today, though... I went running this morning. I've been working out for more than a year now, but man, if it's not on a machine that does at least 50% of the work for me, I want nothing of it :)
Anyway, I was up at 4:30am... reading jive, helping out Andrew, trying to get motivated to... not sure what.
Most likely this comes from the fact that tomorrow is my 36th birthday. Why would this one put me in a more existential-angsty mood than, say, 34 or 35? Maybe because It represents the LONG SLOW SLIDE DOWN TO THE GRAVE?!?!
Nah...
Anyway, I'm getting older (not old... just older). And by the way, we're due to have our second child this coming May.
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